Boys    So I promised gossip on my life so here's the first one. Boys. Everyone gets that high school crush that they just can't get over, that one person who you compare all your future boyfriends on. Even if they didn't even know how you truly felt you still knew. Well I have that person, his name is Eric(all names changed) and I was in love with him. I never told him how I felt and therefore I never really knew how he felt but at the time, the thought of telling him my true feelings was just to scary to even contemplate. We spoke of course, over text every night but not in person that much, that's when we gradually drifted apart. I still miss talking to him sometimes but that's good, because it means I had something worth missing. But I've compared everyone I've liked since against him, there's a boy right now who I'm into(who also doesn't know) called Benjamin but I'll tell you more about him another time..