So I promised gossip on my life so here's the first one. Boys. Everyone gets that high school crush that they just can't get over, that one person who you compare all your future boyfriends on. Even if they didn't even know how you truly felt you still knew. Well I have that person, his name is Eric(all names changed) and I was in love with him. I never told him how I felt and therefore I never really knew how he felt but at the time, the thought of telling him my true feelings was just to scary to even contemplate. We spoke of course, over text every night but not in person that much, that's when we gradually drifted apart. I still miss talking to him sometimes but that's good, because it means I had something worth missing.
But I've compared everyone I've liked since against him, there's a boy right now who I'm into(who also doesn't know) called Benjamin but I'll tell you more about him another time..
I’m writing to the teenagers out there when I ask, do you obey your parents? I’m asking because today in English class my teacher asked me the same question and I found the answer much more difficult than I thought it would be. There’s two sides really, there’s the obvious yes when your parents tell you to not go and buy some crack from the guy across the street but then if your parents won’t let you go out for no reason then why listen? Sure, they may just be trying to protect you but from what? I personally think it’s a lot harder to ignore your parents orders than it should be. Maybe it’s just me. Maybe everyone else just does what they want without caring about the consequences. That’s what being young is all about, isn’t it? Doing what you want. Maybe that’s what I’ll do for awhile and let you guys know how it goes.
Feel free to let me know what you think below.